wat the hell man...this morning was like shit to me. that was bcoz pf me, taking a bath at night (abt midnight) as yesterday was really damn hot...i really regretted it. i couldn't go to sch today. i missed bio tute class...omg...Mika said there was a project which required us to make a CELL...wat the hell is thisssssss....a cell????oh nooo....n the worst is that i dun even know who is my partner..mika said that HE is an indonesian guy as well. but i can't remember other indonesian guy in bio tute class...

now, my head is spinning around like hell....and i put extra effort to type this as i duno who else i can talk to...zara is in class now and so are my other friends...i have taken some medicine but why the hell my head is still spinning around????????????????i vomitted twice this morning....oh gosh...do i need to see doctor??? i dun wannnnnnnnnnttt.... i hate seeing doctor....huh....

well, i am in melbourne now, living at college square at lygon st...near cemetery as well... that makes me freaking out...huh i dunno wat happen to me lately...i am moody everyday and feeling really tired...can someone tell me why????

hmm...wat abt melb??? i try my best to enjoy it...and i AM successful...a bil maybe...lots of friends here...and i have zara...hehehe...she's my best of best friend...she can change my being-shit feeling to excitement...hehehe...and...the shops here are nice..but expensive as well...i Am moving on now...not much time to think abt *** maybe...that's great i think...coz i really hate the feeling of being DAMN FOOL...hope i can totally get rid of *** out my mind..that will make my life easier...

i'm a bit sensitive recently ( as if this is the first time)...i dunno why...i might be too tired coz it has been long time since i finished my O's...so my brain has stopped 'working' for a while...now, it's time to work really hard to get into the Melb Uni...and get 87% or higher...i pray hard for it...but i think my mood doesn't help me...i AM lazier than b4...chem is suck here...i think it's the teacher's prob...i can understand it by reading it myself..so i dun need to go to the lecture...hehehhe...my fren said that my tute teacher(in chem) is really GENIUS..he made 16 steps to describe molecules...CHEW YEAH...hehehe that's great...i like to see GENIUS or clever people...but not a NERD man...i hate it...esp the KIASU ones...hhehhehe...

it's enough for the first post, i think...

hope: get rid from this headache...