Feeling like Shit (ie. Madesu)

it's 7.41 pm now...i haven't taken bath till now and i dun think i'm going too. I REALLY FEEL LIKE SHIT NOW. dun ask me why!!! zara said i used too much of my 'energy' during weekend..first, choosing the goods when we went shopping...I think she's a bit 'error' now..coz she couldn't stop laughing today...so did Zen...why everyone is so happy today but not me?? i miss happiness...

i went to HOI class today..and it was the only class that i went to today...BUT i have to be in one group with SUMONE i hate...jijayyyy bajaj grobaggggg siomayyyyyyy....so irritating...lots of works to do this week.hope i can cope with it...my brain seems to go off soon...and so does my body...i dunno why...

Do you think that it must be related to ****? *sigh* hope not...it's really tiring when we have to face the same prob twice in this life...and i do hope i never face it forever..not even once...
i miss Teman and Selvi...they are really great friends...i miss my fam as well...in fact, living alone is dreadful...*sigh* hope to meet sum1 who can change my life...but with this condition, i dun think i can trust somebodyelse...

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ok FINE...not writing anymore...BYE