i have been quite productive for these few days...i was doing my HOI essay and EAP essay...and still, i have no idea wjat is about (the HOI) and hoping that i will understand better after i read all those copies that i found yesterday...

well, i can say that i have been very excited these few days as well..but today...i dun think so...i have this kind of mental prob which can make me cry everytime i'm alone...gosh, is that really scarry?? but yeah,that's still me...the unpredictable me...huh...the reason behind it might be because of a lot of work to do and the lack of motivation and i force myself to do all those things in a short period of time...and the result is I STRESSED UP myself, easily hurt, more sensitive than before and depressed....

HOW TO WORK ON IT?
i dun have the answer yet...maybe tml, which is WEEKEND...i wanna relax a bit...having girls night in and hanging around with my buddies..hehehe...that's been a week since i felt how enjoyable WEEKEND is...hahahahhaa...and at the night, i have to do the HOI things again...this time with mu FRESH brain and also...i have to get the idea of what is it and how to do this essay...and then i have to do my maths...haizzz...you see, after this refreshing thing which should be FUN, i have to go back to these works AGAIN...ooooooooooh nooooooooooo....this is called COLLEGE...so is COLLEGE life fun???the life is FUN but the studies ARENOT fun...hehehehee


i gotta go to sleep rite now...it's 12.10 am...and i have 9.30 class tml morning...damnnnnnnnnn...i will be really sleepy tml...huaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh..

bye...