hm hm hm...i just finished chatting with Zara and Calvin...and all they said is TRUE...now calvin and i are having a 'let's-forget-for-a-while' day...i hope it works...tml i must wake up with a HUGE smile...hehehe...

i haven;t even touched any academic books today and really dun feel like it..hehe...
well....hey!!do you feel that i'm really depressed recently??? i feel it too..but i can;t do anything abt it, can i?? zan said that if u keep thinking abt it, you will fall deeper into it...i try my best to forget it and now i;m doing it...

and........................forgot to say...today is MOM's bday...hepi birthday mom....................i wish i am there...in indonesia...and give you a kiss today...hehe...well...wish u all the best and keep smiling mom...i LOVE YOU so much...suddenly, i miss my fam again...it happens almost everynight...hehe...

recently, i like the 'someone's watching over me' song...by hillary duff...it seems so similar to my situation at the moment..and it can give me power to face the truth,...if it is true...hehe...i hate the weather here..it makes my skin go drier..huh...have to put more lotion...

ok then, i really have to stop here...i wanna do my EAP hw..ciao...

MOTTO..smiling is good