yuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...today is the happiest day of the week...i was skipping the BIO class tday...and went to the bridge to see the fireworks...wow...it's damn nice man.........at least, it can redeem my anger...hehehe...

ok, today was going on pretty good...my mood getting better today...i'm crazy as usual and have really fun today...hehehe...there was something that destroy all my mood but i can think positively rite now...zen is right...he said that 'sabar itu perlu'...and that's really true...i have to learn a lot from him, i suppose...hehehehe....but not the craziness of him...hehehehhe.......

today, i learnt about who is really my friend and who is not...i also 'moved' by zara's words...Karma...it's really a big word...actually, i'm scared to face it when i comes to me...but what can i do....i don't blame zara...or anyone...it's all my faults...i can think positively rite now...and i'm happier...

SELFISH...everyone has it,,,but it depends when they use it...it's really irritating when seeing someone who cant think of anyone else...but...i said to myself...will i do the same thing if i were her???hmm..maybe yes maybe not...and of course, i cant blame her as well...everyone has different personality and we have to respect it...i'm not perfect and have lots of mistakes as well...hmmmmmmmm....i think i learnt a lot today....what a wonderful day!!!

i should have redeemed my anger by now...and it takes time maybe...hehehehe....yeah...and i wanna say thanks to everyone..........WITHOUT exception...who makes today a very awesome day and who makes me sad today....everyone...thanksssssssssss!!!!hueheuheuheuehue

i gotta go now...it;s late and i wanna take a bath....bye ...