wataaaaaa..ciaaaaaaaaaaaat!!!

hohohohoho... 5 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!! lalalalalla...

ngerayain dengan DONUT!! spanish donut... jam donut...lalalalalla....

Serba Salah

mau tau gimana rasanya jadi orang yang serba salah??? tanya gw aja...gw tau gimana rasanya dituduh yang nggak2...gimana ya, gw tu benernya ga suka gt loh kalo d batasin...apapun itu...misalnya, masa kalo gw mau nelp co gw aja tu mesti ngerti dia lage ngapain, ganggu gak, dia marah ga...waktu ketemu juga d batasin...trus mesti tau praturan2 yang laen... gil aya, gw ngm gini uda kaya co gw artis aje...

kadang gw ga ngerti loh ama hidupnya co gw...kayanya kok waktunya dikit banget...kadang gw heran, gw juga sibuk skul, and mesti blajar buat exam, masi olah raga 5x sminggu...gw ga ada mobil, yang it means gw lebi lama kalo transport... then gw mesti masak buat diri gw ndirim, masi bisa chat ama temen, masi isa ntn utube, masi isa ama dia...ga perna tu ribut masalah waktu gw...tpi heranya, dia tuh bisa ga ada waktu...dia kerja, pulang jam 5 ato 6...then masi bingung2 ga jlas gt...kadang gw jujur aja bete gt liatnya, kesanya salah gw gt dia punya waktu yang super mepet... gimana gw ga ngrasa kalo gw cuman beban dia??? bener ga sih??

serba salah banget deh, apa lage skarang nyokapnya d sini, wktunya jg makin dikit, blom tiap males dia uda ga tlp gw buat ngbrl, uda dua hari ini...hmmm emang sih gw sound so selfish, kayaknya kok mesti d telp trus, tp ya pengen ga si d tlp co nya??? pas gw d indo aja ama bonyok, gw punya waktu kok buat ngbrl ma dia...lagean nyokapnya katanya di sini buat dd nya...kok tiap malem ngbrlnya ma dia??? haiz...gw jadi jahat gini..watever...

gw bner2 pengen ngm sama sum1 loh ttg ini..tapi ya...udah la...gw lebi bisa jujur ama blog, abisnya kalo crt ke org laen, kayanya kok mrk mojokin gw or else, gw jadi ga tau sndiri...

maap banget kalo nulis ini gw offend orang2, trutama co gw...tp gw cuma pgn nulis aja...sori kalo lo sakit hati...

gw nulis ini juga does not mean anything...gw cuma bisa bersabar aja...kalo ini emang bisa offend orang,,gw bener2 ga ada maksud..
udah ah...

BYE..

HiP hoP

hohoho.. i join hip hop class today and i like it so much...i love the style when we move like crazy and so fast..hehehe...

i am on diet rite now and plan to do lots of exercise as well... tml i will get up early in the morning and go for gym!!! BASYAAAAAAAAA!!

GA PUAS

gw ga puas ama diri gw skarang...i hate my hair, skin, body, and leg...I hate them all... gw pengen banget kurus...pengennnnnnnnnnn banget...plissss...gw pengen kurus, punya tangan kecil, perut rata and bisa pake baju sexy2...OH NO!! i am obsessed...gw juga pengen ngerawat diri..rambut gw JIJAY banget skarang...bawahnya kering bnget...gw pengen puny abanyak duit biar bisa bli barang2 yang gw mau...oh nooooooo,..IRINYA ama orang2 yang punya itu smua...

haiz...kenapa si gw liat terlalu tinggi?????? oh no, gw uda ga isa turun...

18 year old

what is great about being 18?? NOTHING, being an indonesian and a girl, i cannot do anything about adults' problem. i wanna scream to them that they are wrong, i can point out exactly at their mistakes, but what do i do now?? crying...
i really wanna help her, i really love her, but there is nothing i can do to cheer her up. Do i need to give up school and my dreaM? if only there is something i can do to change the situation, i will give everything... Damn wit the school or dreams, the most important thing is you...

don't e ever say you wanna give up ur life, it is really useless...we love you, please... dont think to much...

Mum, get well soon..Luv ya